Monday, September 24, 2012

New Life After Brokenness

Dear Reader,
This morning the Lord was encouraging my heart after a year of heartbreak and personal issues.  I had grown weary, feeling broken and empty.  I asked the Lord to renew and refresh my spirit.

This morning, He said, "It is I who use your brokenness for My Glory.  As the woman who poured pure nard over my feet and washed them with her tears; she first broke the container.  Then the aroma filled the room.  So will I use your brokennes as a sweet smelling savor for My Glory.  Be of good cheer.  Stay the course.  I shall renew the places in your heart which feel void; for I am The One who takes nothing and makes something out of it for My good."

It was then that I read this current posting by my friend, Becky Porter.   I just love it when God confirms His prophetic word.  Read it and be encouraged.  God knows our brokenness and out of it, He will give new life.

Blessings and love always,

September 16, 2012
Healing, Brokenness and Transformation
By Becky Porter

I hear the Lord saying: You are in a season of healing, brokenness and transformation. You need to go through this refining process before I release you into the new places I have prepared for you. I know at times it has been very painful, but it is a necessary part of the process you must go through. If you realized all that has already been accomplished you would rejoice! Be encouraged, for you have made great progress and are much further along than you realize!

Excerpt from a prophetic Word the Lord gave me in 2004:

I see a vision of us in the spin cycle of a washing machine. As we spin around, the things of the flesh are being spun off (wrung out) of us, just as water is wrung out of clothes in a washing machine. This is nothing to fear, it just simply means that God is going to be setting us free from some things. The more quickly we submit and surrender to the Lord’s “surgery”, the more quickly we will pass the test and be able to move on to the next level that He has for us. Some people wrestle with God their entire lives and fight this embracing of the cross (the process of dying to the flesh), and because of this, God can never FULLY use these people, and they never truly fulfill all of the call and destiny that God has for them.

In John 12:24, the Lord says, “Unless the grain of wheat falls into the ground and dies, it abides alone, but if it dies, it bears much fruit.” Life is in the grain. However, there is a shell outside of the grain, a very powerful shell. As long as this shell does not break open, the grain cannot grow. “Unless the grain of wheat falls into the ground and dies.” What is this death? It is the action of the temperature and moisture of the earth upon the grain, which results in the breaking of the shell. When the shell breaks, the grain grows. Therefore, it is not a matter of whether or not the grain has life, but whether the outer shell is broken. Just as with the alabaster flask that had to be broken open before the costly perfume could be poured forth, so it is with us. God has to break the hard and rigid shell of flesh off of us before His life can truly spring forth and be poured forth from our lives in purity. How does this breaking occur? God uses many various ways to get rid of our flesh, (our self-life) – He has a way of making the environment just right – He sets the flames to the exact right temperature as He “bakes” our clay vessels, and just when we feel it is too hot and we can’t take anymore, He lowers the temperature and lets us cool off and rest awhile before He takes the flames yet even higher. Is it painful? Yes, VERY painful! But the end result is that we become a pure vessel of honor that God can use for His glory! After God has removed the dross and impurities from our lives, His reflection, His glory, His goodness, His mercy, His compassion, His love, His authority and His power can now be seen, and the precious, costly, sweet fragrance of Christ is now able to pour forth freely from us - unhindered!

Becky Porter

Sunday, September 9, 2012

Of Humility and Faith

Dear Readers,
It is great to be back in writing mode after a long hiatus.  Medical issues and a hip replacement have complicated my writing time and thought processes, but I'm now back in the saddle and it feels good; for I've missed writing to you.

I've just finished reading a very compelling little book called, "Small Man of Nanataki", by Liam Nolan. (Available through  This is a true story of a Japanese Lutheran pastor, named "Uncle John" - Kiyoshi Watanabe, who risked his life to provide comfort and needed supplies to his country's enemies in POW camps.  It is not a long book, but quite short in comparison to the novels of our time.

Throughout the book, I have been impressed by two profound qualities of Uncle John: his humility and his faith in spite of his feelings.

Uncle John took no stock in himself or his own abilities.  When faced with someone who would thank him for his bravery, he would only give God the glory.  Why?  Because he was absolutely scared spitless and knew he could have only accomplished his assignment by the power of God. 

Uncle John was a Japanese civilian, recruited by his country's army to serve as a civilian interpreter during WWII.  The Japanese held their British POWs in absolute death camps; treating them less than animals, and Uncle John was assigned the task of translating some poor soldier's replies during many a tortuous beating. 

Thusly, he became ashamed of how his own countrymen treated the POWs.
God had already postured this man's heart as so humble before Him, that He knew He could use Uncle John to smuggle medical supplies and various other products into the POW camp which would serve to alleviate some of the suffering of the men.

Through the meeting of a British POW's wife, Nellie, Uncle John became acquainted with Dr. Selwyn-Clarke who secretly carried medical supplies for
the POW camp's infirmary.  It was during these smugglings that Uncle John issued only one request.  And that was for Nellie's three children to pray for him.  Not an adult, but the children.  I believe it is because he understood the purity and belief of a child's heart and thusly the power of their prayers.

It was the prayers of the children which carried Uncle John through every article he smuggled in for the POW's. He was scared beyond scared that he would be caught "in the act" by the Japanese soldiers minding the camp.  So scared in fact that his body would tremble and he would almost pass out from fear.  He knew what awaited a traitor's punishment if discovered.  Yet Uncle John's compassion for his country's enemies compelled him to continue time and again.

He would take no credit for any of his accomplished missions, but would silently leave a room while a POW opened his package of pen and paper on which to draw, or any of the others who would wish to bestow accolades of praise upon him.  He would always defer and give glory to God who made the mission possible.

I was so deeply impressed by his humility that I did a very short study of humility.  According to The American Heritage Dictionary, humility is:
1) Unselfish concern for the welfare of others
2) Total absence of arrogance, conceit, and haughtiness
3) Total abstinence from self, aggrandizement
(Aggrandizement means to make oneself greater - to promote oneself.)

And that's where I the word "aggrandizement" - the promoting of oneself.  Isn't that what we see today?  The commercial promotion of this ministry or that ministry; this person or that?  And somehow we come to the conclusion that if we don't reach this type of level in our own calling that somehow we have missed the proverbial boat.  When indeed, humility is the exact opposite of what we see today in who is being promoted at a certain conference or in the media.

We may think that the person who prays the loudest or has the most eloquent verbage in their prayers are the ones who pray the most anointed prayers.  We may think that only certain people are called when in fact we are all called to work together in the Body of Christ.

Let's look at 1 Cor. 12:22-23.  In this Chapter, the Apostle Paul is describing spiritual gifts and the Body of Christ.  He writes:  "No, much rather, those members of the body, which seem to be weaker are nesseary.  And those members of the body which we think to be less honorable, on these we bestow greater honor; and our unpresentable parts have greater modesty."

In Philippians 2:5-7, the Apostle Paul writes about humility and the humility of Christ: "Let this mind be in you which was also in Christ Jesus, who, being in the form of God, did not consider it robbery to be equal with God, but made Himself of no reputation, taking the form of a bondservant, and coming in the likeness of men."

We can conclude therefore, that since Christ humbled Himself, we too are to live humbly.  Humility is therefore to be a hallmark trait of all Christians. 
And hallmark means quality, excellence or conspicuous.

And finally faith....Most of us can quote Hebrews 11:1 about faith "being the substance of things hoped for; the evidence of things not seen", or Corinthians 5:7 "walking by faith and not by sight".

Uncle John did not have faith in himself.  He did not even have faith that he would succeed in his missions, but only as God so deemed.  As we look at Uncle John's life, he had faith in only One, God Himself.  He trusted God to do the impossible if God so desired. 

His compassion for his enemies compelled him to act.  Are we not to do the same?  Love our enemies, bless and do not curse, do not repay evil for evil, but in so far as it is possible, to live in peace with all men.

As Uncle John, may we so determine in our hearts to live in humility and faith.

"Father, where I have not been humble or looking to You, forgive me.  Cleanse my heart of any unrighteous attitudes before You.  Fill me with Your Holy Spirit that I may live in humility of heart and trusting only You to do the impossible in this life You've given me to fulfill on this earth for as long as You have so determined.  In Jesus' Name I pray, Amen."

Blessings always,

P.S If you are interested in further reading a compelling book about the injustices of the POW camps in Japan and finally redemption, there is also a book called, "Unbroken", by Lauren Hillenbrand.  It can be found at:

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