Please come and sit awhile with Our King as I share with you. I pray your heart is encouraged in your walk with the Lord, for no matter what, He is with us and desires to meet with us - personally. "Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and dine with him, and he with Me." Rev. 3:20
Tuesday, November 5, 2013
Come to Me
"Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy-laden and overburdened, and I will cause you to rest. [I will ease and relieve and refresh your souls.] Take My hyoke upon you and learn of Me, for I am gentle (meek) and humble (lowly) in heart, and you will find rest (relief and ease and refreshment and recreation and blesses quiet) for your souls. For My yoke is wholesome (useful, good--not harsh, hard, sharp, or pressing, but comfortable, gracious, and pleasant), and My burden is light and easy to be borne." Matt. 11:28-30
I invite you to listen to John Michael Talbot sing this scripture.
Be blessed.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AjEtuJK1PpI
Monday, November 4, 2013
Nothing But The Blood!
Nothing But The Blood!
I just feel a groaning in my spirit today...a longing and an ache from the Holy Spirit....THE BLOOD, THE BLOOD, THE BLOOD! Nothing redeems our souls from the doom of the pit of hell, but the BLOOD of Jesus! And as I type, I hear The Holy Spirit say: "Oh that My Church would return to the message of My Blood as the propitiation of sins to bring you into fellowship with The Father. For lo, I have said, "I am the way, the truth and the life. No one comes to TIhe Father, except by Me." John 14:6.
There is only One Way to Victory and that is through Jesus Christ, Hallelujah!. As we look to entering the Thanksgiving/Christmas season, let us remember that He came to shed His Blood so that we would be free from the law of sin and death. Glory to the Lamb of God! Thank You, Jesus for setting me free.
If the Lord so tarries, I would like the following hymns sung at the celebration of my Homegoing; for once I was lost and doomed to hell, but He sought me and found me and set me free from the wages of death, hell and the grave. Hallelujah! Thank You, Jesus!
Nothing But the Blood
What can wash away my sin?
Nothing but the blood of Jesus;
What can make me whole again?
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.
Refrain:
Oh! precious is the flow
That makes me white as snow;
No other fount I know,
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.
For my pardon, this I see,
Nothing but the blood of Jesus;
For my cleansing this my plea,
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.
Nothing can for sin atone,
Nothing but the blood of Jesus;
Naught of good that I have done,
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.
This is all my hope and peace,
Nothing but the blood of Jesus;
This is all my righteousness,
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.
Now by this I’ll overcome—
Nothing but the blood of Jesus;
Now by this I’ll reach my home—
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.
Glory! Glory! This I sing—
Nothing but the blood of Jesus,
All my praise for this I bring—
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.
Refrain:
Oh! precious is the flow
That makes me white as snow;
No other fount I know,
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.
Victory In Jesus
1.I heard an old, old story, how a Savior came from Glory
How He gave His life on Calvary, to save a wretch like me.
I heard about his groaning, of his precious blood's atoning,
Then I repented of my sins, and won the Victory.
CHORUS
Oh, Victory in Jesus, my Savior forever
He sought me and he bought me with His redeeming blood
He loved me ere I knew Him, and all my love is due Him
He plunged me to Victory, beneath the cleansing flood.
2. I heard about His healing, of His cleansing power revealing.
How He made the lame to walk again and caused the blind to see;
And then I cried, "Dear Jesus, come and heal my broken spirit.",
And some how Jesus came and brought to me the Victory.
CHORUS
3. I heard about a mansion He has built for me in glory,
And I heard about the streets of gold beyond the crystal sea;
About the angels singing, and the old redemption story,
And some sweet day I'll sing up there the song of Victory!
CHORUS
Oh, Victory in Jesus, my Savior forever
He sought me and he bought me with His redeeming blood
He loved me ere I knew Him, and all my love is due Him
He plunged me to Victory, beneath the cleansing flood.
I just feel a groaning in my spirit today...a longing and an ache from the Holy Spirit....THE BLOOD, THE BLOOD, THE BLOOD! Nothing redeems our souls from the doom of the pit of hell, but the BLOOD of Jesus! And as I type, I hear The Holy Spirit say: "Oh that My Church would return to the message of My Blood as the propitiation of sins to bring you into fellowship with The Father. For lo, I have said, "I am the way, the truth and the life. No one comes to TIhe Father, except by Me." John 14:6.
There is only One Way to Victory and that is through Jesus Christ, Hallelujah!. As we look to entering the Thanksgiving/Christmas season, let us remember that He came to shed His Blood so that we would be free from the law of sin and death. Glory to the Lamb of God! Thank You, Jesus for setting me free.
If the Lord so tarries, I would like the following hymns sung at the celebration of my Homegoing; for once I was lost and doomed to hell, but He sought me and found me and set me free from the wages of death, hell and the grave. Hallelujah! Thank You, Jesus!
Nothing But the Blood
What can wash away my sin?
Nothing but the blood of Jesus;
What can make me whole again?
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.
Refrain:
Oh! precious is the flow
That makes me white as snow;
No other fount I know,
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.
For my pardon, this I see,
Nothing but the blood of Jesus;
For my cleansing this my plea,
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.
Nothing can for sin atone,
Nothing but the blood of Jesus;
Naught of good that I have done,
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.
This is all my hope and peace,
Nothing but the blood of Jesus;
This is all my righteousness,
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.
Now by this I’ll overcome—
Nothing but the blood of Jesus;
Now by this I’ll reach my home—
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.
Glory! Glory! This I sing—
Nothing but the blood of Jesus,
All my praise for this I bring—
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.
Refrain:
Oh! precious is the flow
That makes me white as snow;
No other fount I know,
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.
Victory In Jesus
1.I heard an old, old story, how a Savior came from Glory
How He gave His life on Calvary, to save a wretch like me.
I heard about his groaning, of his precious blood's atoning,
Then I repented of my sins, and won the Victory.
CHORUS
Oh, Victory in Jesus, my Savior forever
He sought me and he bought me with His redeeming blood
He loved me ere I knew Him, and all my love is due Him
He plunged me to Victory, beneath the cleansing flood.
2. I heard about His healing, of His cleansing power revealing.
How He made the lame to walk again and caused the blind to see;
And then I cried, "Dear Jesus, come and heal my broken spirit.",
And some how Jesus came and brought to me the Victory.
CHORUS
3. I heard about a mansion He has built for me in glory,
And I heard about the streets of gold beyond the crystal sea;
About the angels singing, and the old redemption story,
And some sweet day I'll sing up there the song of Victory!
CHORUS
Oh, Victory in Jesus, my Savior forever
He sought me and he bought me with His redeeming blood
He loved me ere I knew Him, and all my love is due Him
He plunged me to Victory, beneath the cleansing flood.
Saturday, March 16, 2013
How Big Is Your Robe?
This morning while praying for a friend that the Lord open the floodgates of Heaven and pour down such blessing that there wouldn't be room enough to receive it....He continued my prayer by bringing to mind...."pressed down, shaken together, and running over, will they pour into [the pouch formed by] the bosom [of your robe and used as a bag]." (Amp., Matt. 6:38)
Then the Lord spoke: "How big is your robe?" This was not only a question the Lord wanted to ask her, but for myself and I believe the Body of Christ.
And what the Lord put on my heart this morning was "How much are we anticipating the blessings He has in store to give to us?" Are we anticipating His opening of the windows of Heaven above us, or are we anticipating just a little trickle?
I'm looking at this for my own heart to now pray in anticipation and thankfulness for what the Lord is doing in the situation for which I continue to pray. I am opening the bosom of my robe to expect an overflowing of all the Lord has in His answer to my prayers and in intercession for others.
Would you like to join me in opening the bosom of your robe? Sometimes it is difficult when we've been praying so long about a situation, and it seems that the answer will never come. But reflect and remind God of His promises He's made to you....and if His promise was acccording to His Word, then you can trust you heard from Him. Maybe the Lord wants to bring someone to join you in prayer and believing God for your deepest prayers. For where two or more are gathered in His Name, there He is in the midst of us. Praise God!
Come to Him with thankfulness for what He's already done in the heavenly realm. Ask Him to show you the answer to your prayer....for we are to fight the good fight...and the purpose of prophecy is for spiritual warfare. 1Tim. 1:18
Maybe you're saying to yourself that what you're praying seems impossible considering the present circumstances....Rrealize that God not only sees the present, but He sees the future. He sees the answer to your prayer in the Heavenly realm.
Approach His Throne of grace with confidence and thanksgiving for He is not slack concerning His promises, and the God of all peace shall soon put satan under our feet. Hallelujah! This means that we can cover the situation with the Blood of Jesus and pray in confidence that He hears us knowing that His arm is not too short that it cannot save.
So let's go to His Throne of grace and mercy and compassion together.
Father, I lift ___________ to You, today in the Name of Jesus Christ, Your Son, who has defeated all our enemies at the Cross. I plead the Blood of Jesus over _________ knowing that Your Blood defeats the enemy. And satan, I rebuke you in the life/situation of ____________ and cancel all your plans against ________; binding all the demons in hell whom you've assigned against _____________, and I declare the righteousness of God over ____________.
Thank You, Father for Your answer for I trust You to bring Your heavenly plan and purpose into ______________. And Lord, I am putting on the biggest robe available that you pour down such blessing that there is not room enough to contain it. I receive all that You have in store, in Jesus' Name. For You have promised to do exceedingly, abundantly above all I ask or think according to the power that works in us. (Eph. 3:20) Lord, I acknowledge that the power in me is the power of the Holy Spirit and Your promises are Yea and Amen. Hallelujah! Praise You, Jesus for Your manifestation of this prayer and I vow to give You all the praise, glory and honor. In Jesus' Name, Amen and Amen.
Be blessed this day.
Ever yours in Christ,
Crista
CMSimmons52@aol.com
Then the Lord spoke: "How big is your robe?" This was not only a question the Lord wanted to ask her, but for myself and I believe the Body of Christ.
And what the Lord put on my heart this morning was "How much are we anticipating the blessings He has in store to give to us?" Are we anticipating His opening of the windows of Heaven above us, or are we anticipating just a little trickle?
I'm looking at this for my own heart to now pray in anticipation and thankfulness for what the Lord is doing in the situation for which I continue to pray. I am opening the bosom of my robe to expect an overflowing of all the Lord has in His answer to my prayers and in intercession for others.
Would you like to join me in opening the bosom of your robe? Sometimes it is difficult when we've been praying so long about a situation, and it seems that the answer will never come. But reflect and remind God of His promises He's made to you....and if His promise was acccording to His Word, then you can trust you heard from Him. Maybe the Lord wants to bring someone to join you in prayer and believing God for your deepest prayers. For where two or more are gathered in His Name, there He is in the midst of us. Praise God!
Come to Him with thankfulness for what He's already done in the heavenly realm. Ask Him to show you the answer to your prayer....for we are to fight the good fight...and the purpose of prophecy is for spiritual warfare. 1Tim. 1:18
Maybe you're saying to yourself that what you're praying seems impossible considering the present circumstances....Rrealize that God not only sees the present, but He sees the future. He sees the answer to your prayer in the Heavenly realm.
Approach His Throne of grace with confidence and thanksgiving for He is not slack concerning His promises, and the God of all peace shall soon put satan under our feet. Hallelujah! This means that we can cover the situation with the Blood of Jesus and pray in confidence that He hears us knowing that His arm is not too short that it cannot save.
So let's go to His Throne of grace and mercy and compassion together.
Father, I lift ___________ to You, today in the Name of Jesus Christ, Your Son, who has defeated all our enemies at the Cross. I plead the Blood of Jesus over _________ knowing that Your Blood defeats the enemy. And satan, I rebuke you in the life/situation of ____________ and cancel all your plans against ________; binding all the demons in hell whom you've assigned against _____________, and I declare the righteousness of God over ____________.
Thank You, Father for Your answer for I trust You to bring Your heavenly plan and purpose into ______________. And Lord, I am putting on the biggest robe available that you pour down such blessing that there is not room enough to contain it. I receive all that You have in store, in Jesus' Name. For You have promised to do exceedingly, abundantly above all I ask or think according to the power that works in us. (Eph. 3:20) Lord, I acknowledge that the power in me is the power of the Holy Spirit and Your promises are Yea and Amen. Hallelujah! Praise You, Jesus for Your manifestation of this prayer and I vow to give You all the praise, glory and honor. In Jesus' Name, Amen and Amen.
Be blessed this day.
Ever yours in Christ,
Crista
CMSimmons52@aol.com
Saturday, December 1, 2012
The Promise of Spring
Sometimes like Mr. Tumnus in "The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe", we feel as if it will be "always Winter; never Spring". But let the Holy Spirit bring refreshment and encouragement to your heart this day. For I don't know the circumstances you're going through, but He does. And He loves you so much that He wants you to know that He's never left you, that He has you in the palm of His hand and you are under the shadow of His wing. He is here to speak tenderly to you in your winter season. And as a child of God, an heir of His salvation, He takes the time to send you an "Heir mail" message during your time of tribulation and trials.
I found myself pondering the upcoming Winter season here in Michigan and how Winter has always been a very dark place for me emotionally. In short, it's not my favorite season of the year. Difficult driving, cold and gloomy days just don't create a happy place in my heart.
Yet, as I continued to ponder, a thought occurred that with Winter comes the promise of Spring; to look beyond Winter this year and focus on our upcoming Springtime. I just love Spring! As soon as the crocuses start popping their multi-colored heads through the snow and the mourning dove begins to coo, I know that Spring is almost ready to display her fresh, new, lush displays of colors from every color spectrum as flowers bloom, grasses green and trees bud.
One of my favorite verses is found in Song of Solomon, Chap. 2:10-13 "My beloved spoke, and said to me: 'Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away. For lo, the winter is past, the rain is over and gone. The flowers appear on the earth; the time of singing has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land."
And then we turn back to Ps. 23:1-2 "The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He makes me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters, He restores my soul...."
The writer of Ecclesiastes puts it this way in Chap. 3:1, "To everything there is a season, a time for every matter or purpose under heaven;...."
After years and years of one trial after another, and much weariness, we are in a new season of our lives. My oldest son is about to be married in March...in the Spring. We are overjoyed for them! My youngest son is attending culinary school and seems to have never been happier. After years of physical ailments and surgeries one after the other, I am finally pain free and off all narcotics! The Lord seems to be ushering in a new season of life for our family, and I've been searching His heart in deeper measure.
I can't tell you that I prayed everyday during these many trials. For four years I turned my back on the Lord, but by His grace and mercy, He restored me to Himself, and since that time, have continued to look to Him for His grace during my life. I would pray, but my prayers seemed very weak and pitiful. I thank God for the people in my life who prayed faithfully for me and my family over the past two decades during the dry, desert times...which were many and seemed unending.
But what I also learned through these times is how the Lord remembers that He made us out of dust. Jesus lived in an earthly body, so He knows how it feels to "go through life" on this earth. He experienced much more than we ever have...unto the shedding of His blood...which we have not had to suffer. But in understanding our human frailties, He now sits at the right hand of God, The Father, ever making intercession for the saints. This means that no matter your circumstances, Jesus is praying for you before God, The Father. I've also learned that "Jesus, Help!" is a prayer. And I learned that when I was too weary, the Lord in His goodness, mercy and compassion, gave me scriptures to encourage my heart along the way.
But now, there is a shift. Not just a change in events, but I sense a newness and a shift in my heart; that the Lord is doing a "new thing" in our lives. Is. 43:18-19 states, "Do not remember the former things, nor consider the things of old. Behold, I will do a new thing. Now it shall spring forth; shall you not know it? I will even make a road in the wilderness and rivers in the desert."
So as I reflected on our many, many years of trial, I thought of others who are experiencing tribulations and how sometimes, hope of emerging at all, let alone intact, seems less than a fading glimmer. But He's here to encourage your heart.
I posted the following on Facebook yesterday:
"Sensing someone needs encouragement this day....For those of you whom God is taking you through a season of trials (months - years...getting through one trial only to surface as the next tidal wave hits), the Valley of Achor, the Valley of the Shadow of Death, "always Winter; never Spring", where there seems as if there will be no end....know that there will be a day coming of rich fulfillment. Our task is to stay obedient and...faithful to the Lord and not turn away as the devil would have us to do.
We have a choice in the Valley....we can choose to turn our back on God, or we can look to Him as one who sticks closer than a brother. For there WILL BE a day when He brings you OUT OF THE FIRE to rich fulfillment as is His promise in Ps. 66:10-13 (Amp.) "For You, O God, have proved us; You have tried us as silver is tried, refined, and purified. You brought us into the net (the prison fortress, the dungeon); You laid a heavy burden upon our loins. You caused men to ride over our heads [when we were prostrate]; we went through fire and through water, but You brought us out into a broad, moist place [to abundance and refreshment and the open air]." The NKJV describes this as a "place of fulfillment".
Rejoice and be glad for He has not forgotten you. You are in the palm of His hand, and as He takes you through His plan, no weapon formed against you shall prosper!"
Praise God and Praise God! He alone is taking you through His plan for your life for His Kingdom Glory. And while He takes you through, nothing, absolutely nothing separates you from the love of God in Christ Jesus.
Isaiah 60:20 gives us hope in the midst of winter: "Your sun shall no longer go down, nor shall your moon withdraw itself; for the Lord will be your everlasting light and the days of your mourning shall be ended."
Rejoice and be glad dear child of the living God for He SHALL bring you into rich fulfillment and He gives you the promise of Spring in Jesus' Name. Hallelujah! Praise God!
Ever yours in Christ,
Crista
CMSimmons52@aol.com
Tuesday, November 13, 2012
Under the Shadow of My Wing
I feel compelled of the Lord to write to you this morning to encourage your heart that the Lord has not left you for His promises are yea and amen. One of His greatest promises to you is that He will never ever, no, not ever leave you or forsake you. Heb. 13:5. He IS with us always; even in our point of despair.
Let me share with you that my husband and I were in the midst of a very turbulent time in our marriage. The traumatic experience triggered my PTSD (post-traumatic stress disorder) and I went in to full blown anxiety and chemical depression.
Chemically in my body, I began to slide emotionally. I struggled to keep myself together and continue to function in life and my piano teaching job, but life within me began to shut down in an attempt for self-preservation. My anxieties grew to the point of being overwhelmed and life seemed like one big tidal wave slamming into my heart and emotions. I wanted a place to escape, but could find none. Fear gave way to panic. Thoughts of suicide caused me to panic even more. I knew that as a Christian, suicide was wrong and would send me to hell. Yet, I felt increasingly unable to control my emotions let alone my actions.
It was at this point that I became so despondent, I didn't even know in my heart if God still loved me, because I'd bottomed out into such a deep pit...the deep pit of miry clay and despair. I despaired of my life; no longer able to see beyond my overwhelming pain. I felt so alone. No one to really admit how I was feeling. Oh yes, I called a couple very close friends to ask for prayer, but I never admitted how close to the edge I was....yet, they had figured it out anyhow.
(How I thank God for praying friends who will pray without being asked!!!)
I had driven to a small park down by the river wondering what it would be like to throw myself into the swirling rapids and drown.....Sitting there, I cried out to God, "PLEASE let me know that YOU LOVE ME! It was within seconds of ending this prayer that a friend called me who lived 800 miles away. My heart rejoiced! The Lord answered by having Becky call me. A glimmer of hope. Thank You, Jesus for Your swift answer. (He says to call to Him and He WILL answer. Jer. 33:3)
From there I attended our church's prayer service. Kneeling and sobbing before the Lord, He said in His still small voice, "Crista, I shall keep you covered under the shadow of my wing and care for you as a mother hen cares for her chicks." I continued to sob and sob from my great pain, but I knew God was in the midst of my storm. Just as Jesus said when He looked out over Jerusalem, He was now comforting me with His promise from Ps. 91 that I was under the shadow of His wing.
Why would I, a Spirit-filled believer in Jesus Christ, admit to such a thing? Because sometimes we experience emotional pain to such a severity that we hardly dare to admit to ourself let alone someone else....Because sometimes our bodies take us into an emotional emergency due to chemical imbalances. And like a heart attack or diabetic coma, we need emergent treatment. (I'm not talking about a bad case of the blues, I am talking about full blown clinical depression out of which a person cannot bring themselves out.
Medical intervention for psychiatric problems does not connote faithlessness.
I believe quite the opposite is true. It takes "Jesus Help!" faith to cry out to Him for help and then to do as He directs. And for me, it was to a psychiatric hospital where I could get physical and emotional help in my time of need. The pain of depression was as if I'd entered an excruciating cocoon. Hurting and feeling so alone.
I thank God I had the presence of mind to schedule an appointment with a therapist. My husband and I were also meeting with our pastor, but with my body's chemistry now altered, I needed medical intervention.
At my first appointment, my therapist recommended that I enter an out-patient partial hospitalization program at the psychiatric hospital. I packed my bag and moved in with friends for a week while I attended the hospital program.
It was there that I came face to face with the diagnosis I'd heard before:
MDD....Major Depressive Disorder with anxiety. This was my third hospitalization since 1990. This type of depression has a genetic component, and I knew enough about my family history to know that my German birth mother and two sisters had suffered from depression and emotional issues. Medication has now become a part of my life, just as my blood pressure and cholesterol medications. I thank God for the medication He's provided to keep me in chemical balance. I thank God for psychiatric care workers. I thank God for my husband and praying friends who saw what I couldn't at the time. It's been five months now since my hospitalization and I can truly say that I now feel well! Hallelujah!
In closing, this is God's promise to us that "He who dwells in the secret place shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty." Ps. 91:1 And in Ps. 91:4 "He shall cover you with His feathers, and under His wings you shall take refuge."
Ps. 18:6 "In my distress I called upon the Lord, and cried out to my God. He heard my voice from His temple, and my cry came before Him, even to His ears."
Deut. 33:26-27 "There is no one like the God of Jeshurun, who rides the heavens to help you. The eternal God is your refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms. He will thrust out the enemy from before you, and will say, 'Destroy!' "
Know this, that no matter how deep your pit, Jesus is deeper still for nothing, absolutely nothing can separate us from His love.
Be encouraged this day that no matter how much your storm is raging right now, that He is with you and will deliver you for He is no respector of persons. What He did for me, He will do for you. And by all means, if you need professional help, seek it.
"Lord, please encourage the ones who find themselves in a raging storm. Reach down from heaven to touch them, for your arm is not too short that it cannot save. Lord, fulfill your promise that underneath are your everlasting arms and you cover these hurting ones with your feathers; for You will care for them as a mother hen cares for her chicks." Thank You, Jesus. Amen and amen."
Ever yours in His love and mine,
Crista
CMSimmons52@aol.com
Let me share with you that my husband and I were in the midst of a very turbulent time in our marriage. The traumatic experience triggered my PTSD (post-traumatic stress disorder) and I went in to full blown anxiety and chemical depression.
Chemically in my body, I began to slide emotionally. I struggled to keep myself together and continue to function in life and my piano teaching job, but life within me began to shut down in an attempt for self-preservation. My anxieties grew to the point of being overwhelmed and life seemed like one big tidal wave slamming into my heart and emotions. I wanted a place to escape, but could find none. Fear gave way to panic. Thoughts of suicide caused me to panic even more. I knew that as a Christian, suicide was wrong and would send me to hell. Yet, I felt increasingly unable to control my emotions let alone my actions.
It was at this point that I became so despondent, I didn't even know in my heart if God still loved me, because I'd bottomed out into such a deep pit...the deep pit of miry clay and despair. I despaired of my life; no longer able to see beyond my overwhelming pain. I felt so alone. No one to really admit how I was feeling. Oh yes, I called a couple very close friends to ask for prayer, but I never admitted how close to the edge I was....yet, they had figured it out anyhow.
(How I thank God for praying friends who will pray without being asked!!!)
I had driven to a small park down by the river wondering what it would be like to throw myself into the swirling rapids and drown.....Sitting there, I cried out to God, "PLEASE let me know that YOU LOVE ME! It was within seconds of ending this prayer that a friend called me who lived 800 miles away. My heart rejoiced! The Lord answered by having Becky call me. A glimmer of hope. Thank You, Jesus for Your swift answer. (He says to call to Him and He WILL answer. Jer. 33:3)
From there I attended our church's prayer service. Kneeling and sobbing before the Lord, He said in His still small voice, "Crista, I shall keep you covered under the shadow of my wing and care for you as a mother hen cares for her chicks." I continued to sob and sob from my great pain, but I knew God was in the midst of my storm. Just as Jesus said when He looked out over Jerusalem, He was now comforting me with His promise from Ps. 91 that I was under the shadow of His wing.
Why would I, a Spirit-filled believer in Jesus Christ, admit to such a thing? Because sometimes we experience emotional pain to such a severity that we hardly dare to admit to ourself let alone someone else....Because sometimes our bodies take us into an emotional emergency due to chemical imbalances. And like a heart attack or diabetic coma, we need emergent treatment. (I'm not talking about a bad case of the blues, I am talking about full blown clinical depression out of which a person cannot bring themselves out.
Medical intervention for psychiatric problems does not connote faithlessness.
I believe quite the opposite is true. It takes "Jesus Help!" faith to cry out to Him for help and then to do as He directs. And for me, it was to a psychiatric hospital where I could get physical and emotional help in my time of need. The pain of depression was as if I'd entered an excruciating cocoon. Hurting and feeling so alone.
I thank God I had the presence of mind to schedule an appointment with a therapist. My husband and I were also meeting with our pastor, but with my body's chemistry now altered, I needed medical intervention.
At my first appointment, my therapist recommended that I enter an out-patient partial hospitalization program at the psychiatric hospital. I packed my bag and moved in with friends for a week while I attended the hospital program.
It was there that I came face to face with the diagnosis I'd heard before:
MDD....Major Depressive Disorder with anxiety. This was my third hospitalization since 1990. This type of depression has a genetic component, and I knew enough about my family history to know that my German birth mother and two sisters had suffered from depression and emotional issues. Medication has now become a part of my life, just as my blood pressure and cholesterol medications. I thank God for the medication He's provided to keep me in chemical balance. I thank God for psychiatric care workers. I thank God for my husband and praying friends who saw what I couldn't at the time. It's been five months now since my hospitalization and I can truly say that I now feel well! Hallelujah!
In closing, this is God's promise to us that "He who dwells in the secret place shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty." Ps. 91:1 And in Ps. 91:4 "He shall cover you with His feathers, and under His wings you shall take refuge."
Ps. 18:6 "In my distress I called upon the Lord, and cried out to my God. He heard my voice from His temple, and my cry came before Him, even to His ears."
Deut. 33:26-27 "There is no one like the God of Jeshurun, who rides the heavens to help you. The eternal God is your refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms. He will thrust out the enemy from before you, and will say, 'Destroy!' "
Know this, that no matter how deep your pit, Jesus is deeper still for nothing, absolutely nothing can separate us from His love.
Be encouraged this day that no matter how much your storm is raging right now, that He is with you and will deliver you for He is no respector of persons. What He did for me, He will do for you. And by all means, if you need professional help, seek it.
"Lord, please encourage the ones who find themselves in a raging storm. Reach down from heaven to touch them, for your arm is not too short that it cannot save. Lord, fulfill your promise that underneath are your everlasting arms and you cover these hurting ones with your feathers; for You will care for them as a mother hen cares for her chicks." Thank You, Jesus. Amen and amen."
Ever yours in His love and mine,
Crista
CMSimmons52@aol.com
Monday, September 24, 2012
New Life After Brokenness
Dear Reader,
This morning the Lord was encouraging my heart after a year of heartbreak and personal issues. I had grown weary, feeling broken and empty. I asked the Lord to renew and refresh my spirit.
This morning, He said, "It is I who use your brokenness for My Glory. As the woman who poured pure nard over my feet and washed them with her tears; she first broke the container. Then the aroma filled the room. So will I use your brokennes as a sweet smelling savor for My Glory. Be of good cheer. Stay the course. I shall renew the places in your heart which feel void; for I am The One who takes nothing and makes something out of it for My good."
It was then that I read this current posting by my friend, Becky Porter. I just love it when God confirms His prophetic word. Read it and be encouraged. God knows our brokenness and out of it, He will give new life.
Blessings and love always,
Crista
CMSimmons52@aol.com
This morning the Lord was encouraging my heart after a year of heartbreak and personal issues. I had grown weary, feeling broken and empty. I asked the Lord to renew and refresh my spirit.
This morning, He said, "It is I who use your brokenness for My Glory. As the woman who poured pure nard over my feet and washed them with her tears; she first broke the container. Then the aroma filled the room. So will I use your brokennes as a sweet smelling savor for My Glory. Be of good cheer. Stay the course. I shall renew the places in your heart which feel void; for I am The One who takes nothing and makes something out of it for My good."
It was then that I read this current posting by my friend, Becky Porter. I just love it when God confirms His prophetic word. Read it and be encouraged. God knows our brokenness and out of it, He will give new life.
Blessings and love always,
Crista
CMSimmons52@aol.com
September 16, 2012
Healing, Brokenness and Transformation
By Becky Porter
I hear the Lord saying: You are in a season of healing, brokenness
and transformation. You need to go
through this refining process before I release you into the new places I have
prepared for you. I know at times it has
been very painful, but it is a necessary part of the process you must go
through. If you realized all that has
already been accomplished you would rejoice!
Be encouraged, for you have made great progress and are much further
along than you realize!
Excerpt from a prophetic
Word the Lord gave me in 2004:
I
see a vision of us in the spin cycle of a washing machine. As we spin around, the things of the flesh
are being spun off (wrung out) of us, just as water is wrung out of clothes in a
washing machine. This is nothing to
fear, it just simply means that God is going to be setting us free from some
things. The more quickly we submit and
surrender to the Lord’s “surgery”, the more quickly we will pass the test and be
able to move on to the next level that He has for us. Some people wrestle with God their entire
lives and fight this embracing of the cross (the process of dying to the flesh),
and because of this, God can never FULLY use these people, and they never truly
fulfill all of the call and destiny that God has for them.
In John 12:24, the Lord
says, “Unless the grain of wheat falls into the ground and dies, it abides
alone, but if it dies, it bears much fruit.” Life is in the grain. However, there is a shell outside of the
grain, a very powerful shell. As long as
this shell does not break open, the grain cannot grow. “Unless the grain of wheat falls into the
ground and dies.” What is this
death? It is the action of the
temperature and moisture of the earth upon the grain, which results in the
breaking of the shell. When the shell
breaks, the grain grows. Therefore, it
is not a matter of whether or not the grain has life, but whether the outer
shell is broken. Just as with the
alabaster flask that had to be broken open before the costly perfume could be
poured forth, so it is with us. God has
to break the hard and rigid shell of flesh off of us before His life can truly
spring forth and be poured forth from our lives in purity. How does this breaking occur? God uses many various ways to get rid of our
flesh, (our self-life) – He has a way of making the environment just right – He
sets the flames to the exact right temperature as He “bakes” our clay vessels,
and just when we feel it is too hot and we can’t take anymore, He lowers the
temperature and lets us cool off and rest awhile before He takes the flames yet
even higher. Is it painful? Yes, VERY painful! But the end result is that we become a pure
vessel of honor that God can use for His glory!
After God has removed the dross and impurities from our lives, His
reflection, His glory, His goodness, His mercy, His compassion, His love, His
authority and His power can now be seen, and the precious, costly, sweet
fragrance of Christ is now able to pour forth freely from us - unhindered!
Becky Porter
Sunday, September 9, 2012
Of Humility and Faith
Dear Readers,
It is great to be back in writing mode after a long hiatus. Medical issues and a hip replacement have complicated my writing time and thought processes, but I'm now back in the saddle and it feels good; for I've missed writing to you.
I've just finished reading a very compelling little book called, "Small Man of Nanataki", by Liam Nolan. (Available through Amazon.com: http://www.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_sb_noss_2?url=search-alias%3Dstripbooks&field-keywords=Small+Man+of+Nanataki+by+Liam+Nolan) This is a true story of a Japanese Lutheran pastor, named "Uncle John" - Kiyoshi Watanabe, who risked his life to provide comfort and needed supplies to his country's enemies in POW camps. It is not a long book, but quite short in comparison to the novels of our time.
Throughout the book, I have been impressed by two profound qualities of Uncle John: his humility and his faith in spite of his feelings.
Uncle John took no stock in himself or his own abilities. When faced with someone who would thank him for his bravery, he would only give God the glory. Why? Because he was absolutely scared spitless and knew he could have only accomplished his assignment by the power of God.
Uncle John was a Japanese civilian, recruited by his country's army to serve as a civilian interpreter during WWII. The Japanese held their British POWs in absolute death camps; treating them less than animals, and Uncle John was assigned the task of translating some poor soldier's replies during many a tortuous beating.
Thusly, he became ashamed of how his own countrymen treated the POWs.
God had already postured this man's heart as so humble before Him, that He knew He could use Uncle John to smuggle medical supplies and various other products into the POW camp which would serve to alleviate some of the suffering of the men.
Through the meeting of a British POW's wife, Nellie, Uncle John became acquainted with Dr. Selwyn-Clarke who secretly carried medical supplies for
the POW camp's infirmary. It was during these smugglings that Uncle John issued only one request. And that was for Nellie's three children to pray for him. Not an adult, but the children. I believe it is because he understood the purity and belief of a child's heart and thusly the power of their prayers.
It was the prayers of the children which carried Uncle John through every article he smuggled in for the POW's. He was scared beyond scared that he would be caught "in the act" by the Japanese soldiers minding the camp. So scared in fact that his body would tremble and he would almost pass out from fear. He knew what awaited a traitor's punishment if discovered. Yet Uncle John's compassion for his country's enemies compelled him to continue time and again.
He would take no credit for any of his accomplished missions, but would silently leave a room while a POW opened his package of pen and paper on which to draw, or any of the others who would wish to bestow accolades of praise upon him. He would always defer and give glory to God who made the mission possible.
I was so deeply impressed by his humility that I did a very short study of humility. According to The American Heritage Dictionary, humility is:
1) Unselfish concern for the welfare of others
2) Total absence of arrogance, conceit, and haughtiness
3) Total abstinence from self, aggrandizement
(Aggrandizement means to make oneself greater - to promote oneself.)
And that's where I stopped....at the word "aggrandizement" - the promoting of oneself. Isn't that what we see today? The commercial promotion of this ministry or that ministry; this person or that? And somehow we come to the conclusion that if we don't reach this type of level in our own calling that somehow we have missed the proverbial boat. When indeed, humility is the exact opposite of what we see today in who is being promoted at a certain conference or in the media.
We may think that the person who prays the loudest or has the most eloquent verbage in their prayers are the ones who pray the most anointed prayers. We may think that only certain people are called when in fact we are all called to work together in the Body of Christ.
Let's look at 1 Cor. 12:22-23. In this Chapter, the Apostle Paul is describing spiritual gifts and the Body of Christ. He writes: "No, much rather, those members of the body, which seem to be weaker are nesseary. And those members of the body which we think to be less honorable, on these we bestow greater honor; and our unpresentable parts have greater modesty."
In Philippians 2:5-7, the Apostle Paul writes about humility and the humility of Christ: "Let this mind be in you which was also in Christ Jesus, who, being in the form of God, did not consider it robbery to be equal with God, but made Himself of no reputation, taking the form of a bondservant, and coming in the likeness of men."
We can conclude therefore, that since Christ humbled Himself, we too are to live humbly. Humility is therefore to be a hallmark trait of all Christians.
And hallmark means quality, excellence or conspicuous.
And finally faith....Most of us can quote Hebrews 11:1 about faith "being the substance of things hoped for; the evidence of things not seen", or Corinthians 5:7 "walking by faith and not by sight".
Uncle John did not have faith in himself. He did not even have faith that he would succeed in his missions, but only as God so deemed. As we look at Uncle John's life, he had faith in only One, God Himself. He trusted God to do the impossible if God so desired.
His compassion for his enemies compelled him to act. Are we not to do the same? Love our enemies, bless and do not curse, do not repay evil for evil, but in so far as it is possible, to live in peace with all men.
As Uncle John, may we so determine in our hearts to live in humility and faith.
"Father, where I have not been humble or looking to You, forgive me. Cleanse my heart of any unrighteous attitudes before You. Fill me with Your Holy Spirit that I may live in humility of heart and trusting only You to do the impossible in this life You've given me to fulfill on this earth for as long as You have so determined. In Jesus' Name I pray, Amen."
Blessings always,
Crista
CMSimmons52@aol.com
P.S If you are interested in further reading a compelling book about the injustices of the POW camps in Japan and finally redemption, there is also a book called, "Unbroken", by Lauren Hillenbrand. It can be found at: http://www.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_sb_noss?url=search-alias%3Dstripbooks&field-keywords=Unbroken
It is great to be back in writing mode after a long hiatus. Medical issues and a hip replacement have complicated my writing time and thought processes, but I'm now back in the saddle and it feels good; for I've missed writing to you.
I've just finished reading a very compelling little book called, "Small Man of Nanataki", by Liam Nolan. (Available through Amazon.com: http://www.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_sb_noss_2?url=search-alias%3Dstripbooks&field-keywords=Small+Man+of+Nanataki+by+Liam+Nolan) This is a true story of a Japanese Lutheran pastor, named "Uncle John" - Kiyoshi Watanabe, who risked his life to provide comfort and needed supplies to his country's enemies in POW camps. It is not a long book, but quite short in comparison to the novels of our time.
Throughout the book, I have been impressed by two profound qualities of Uncle John: his humility and his faith in spite of his feelings.
Uncle John took no stock in himself or his own abilities. When faced with someone who would thank him for his bravery, he would only give God the glory. Why? Because he was absolutely scared spitless and knew he could have only accomplished his assignment by the power of God.
Uncle John was a Japanese civilian, recruited by his country's army to serve as a civilian interpreter during WWII. The Japanese held their British POWs in absolute death camps; treating them less than animals, and Uncle John was assigned the task of translating some poor soldier's replies during many a tortuous beating.
Thusly, he became ashamed of how his own countrymen treated the POWs.
God had already postured this man's heart as so humble before Him, that He knew He could use Uncle John to smuggle medical supplies and various other products into the POW camp which would serve to alleviate some of the suffering of the men.
Through the meeting of a British POW's wife, Nellie, Uncle John became acquainted with Dr. Selwyn-Clarke who secretly carried medical supplies for
the POW camp's infirmary. It was during these smugglings that Uncle John issued only one request. And that was for Nellie's three children to pray for him. Not an adult, but the children. I believe it is because he understood the purity and belief of a child's heart and thusly the power of their prayers.
It was the prayers of the children which carried Uncle John through every article he smuggled in for the POW's. He was scared beyond scared that he would be caught "in the act" by the Japanese soldiers minding the camp. So scared in fact that his body would tremble and he would almost pass out from fear. He knew what awaited a traitor's punishment if discovered. Yet Uncle John's compassion for his country's enemies compelled him to continue time and again.
He would take no credit for any of his accomplished missions, but would silently leave a room while a POW opened his package of pen and paper on which to draw, or any of the others who would wish to bestow accolades of praise upon him. He would always defer and give glory to God who made the mission possible.
I was so deeply impressed by his humility that I did a very short study of humility. According to The American Heritage Dictionary, humility is:
1) Unselfish concern for the welfare of others
2) Total absence of arrogance, conceit, and haughtiness
3) Total abstinence from self, aggrandizement
(Aggrandizement means to make oneself greater - to promote oneself.)
And that's where I stopped....at the word "aggrandizement" - the promoting of oneself. Isn't that what we see today? The commercial promotion of this ministry or that ministry; this person or that? And somehow we come to the conclusion that if we don't reach this type of level in our own calling that somehow we have missed the proverbial boat. When indeed, humility is the exact opposite of what we see today in who is being promoted at a certain conference or in the media.
We may think that the person who prays the loudest or has the most eloquent verbage in their prayers are the ones who pray the most anointed prayers. We may think that only certain people are called when in fact we are all called to work together in the Body of Christ.
Let's look at 1 Cor. 12:22-23. In this Chapter, the Apostle Paul is describing spiritual gifts and the Body of Christ. He writes: "No, much rather, those members of the body, which seem to be weaker are nesseary. And those members of the body which we think to be less honorable, on these we bestow greater honor; and our unpresentable parts have greater modesty."
In Philippians 2:5-7, the Apostle Paul writes about humility and the humility of Christ: "Let this mind be in you which was also in Christ Jesus, who, being in the form of God, did not consider it robbery to be equal with God, but made Himself of no reputation, taking the form of a bondservant, and coming in the likeness of men."
We can conclude therefore, that since Christ humbled Himself, we too are to live humbly. Humility is therefore to be a hallmark trait of all Christians.
And hallmark means quality, excellence or conspicuous.
And finally faith....Most of us can quote Hebrews 11:1 about faith "being the substance of things hoped for; the evidence of things not seen", or Corinthians 5:7 "walking by faith and not by sight".
Uncle John did not have faith in himself. He did not even have faith that he would succeed in his missions, but only as God so deemed. As we look at Uncle John's life, he had faith in only One, God Himself. He trusted God to do the impossible if God so desired.
His compassion for his enemies compelled him to act. Are we not to do the same? Love our enemies, bless and do not curse, do not repay evil for evil, but in so far as it is possible, to live in peace with all men.
As Uncle John, may we so determine in our hearts to live in humility and faith.
"Father, where I have not been humble or looking to You, forgive me. Cleanse my heart of any unrighteous attitudes before You. Fill me with Your Holy Spirit that I may live in humility of heart and trusting only You to do the impossible in this life You've given me to fulfill on this earth for as long as You have so determined. In Jesus' Name I pray, Amen."
Blessings always,
Crista
CMSimmons52@aol.com
P.S If you are interested in further reading a compelling book about the injustices of the POW camps in Japan and finally redemption, there is also a book called, "Unbroken", by Lauren Hillenbrand. It can be found at: http://www.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_sb_noss?url=search-alias%3Dstripbooks&field-keywords=Unbroken
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